This is my story. I am a survivor. Grace is messy.
"When you live in an alcoholic family or an abusive family, you tiptoe. you don't want to step on any mines." --Glenn Beck
"Forgiveness is like the murderer who goes before the Judge and sincerely apologizes for everything he has done and tells the Judge he is a brand-new man. While the Judge appreciates his change of heart, the man is still going to jail." --Ron Cox
"Child abuse casts a shadow the length of a lifetime."
PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE MY MAMA!!!
What Satan meant for evil against me, God turned it to His good. I have risen from the ashes and received God's beauty and God gets all of my praise. I am a SURVIVOR through God's incredible GRACE!
During that camp, God also revealed to me that I was mad at Him for taking my Mama in 2010. I knew deep down that I was angry at Him, but I did not want to hurt Him or let Him down. He gave me the grace to realize He can take my anger. I was able to give Him all of my anger and in return He gave me His grace for all of this.
His grace is sufficient for me.